There I was wide awake and sitting in a chair in the bedroom when all the sudden I felt a new energy and my own merge. My body became weak and I instantly left my body and I saw my head dropped down as I watched it from above. Then I saw a silhouette of darkness in the shape of a man standing with his feet slightly apart and his arms stretched to his side and aiming slightly outwards. Next, I was walking in total darkness. I felt the same presence of a friendly female entity that was at my birth, standing to my behind right. As I was on my sixth or seventh step, she warned me not to walk any further. I did not listen and I took a few more steps until my feet came to the awareness of an edge. I looked across and the depth seemed to be ten or so more steps. I looked up and saw about the same depth as it was across. I looked down and the angel warned me not to go down there. As I looked from my feet into the depths that seemed endless, I felt the sensation that I would no longer exists in the present time if I did. So I heeded her words and did not jump. Then after a few moments, I seen a gray counter clockwise swirling energy rise from the depths of my vision of the same distance from which I looked down, I am objective while standing there. The swirl was as long as the depth of which I looked. The swirl spun about three times. When it reached to where my feet were planted was in a matter of a second, the energy disappeared from my vision. Next thing I knew I was in my body again and instantly lifted my head and opened my eyes.
I had no idea what just happened, so I walked out of the bedroom and kept silent of my experience.
“We have learned much, Siddhartha. There still remains much to learn. We are not going in circles, we are going upwards. The path is spiral; we have already climbed many steps.” Herman Hesse, “Siddhartha”
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