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Post by jersey on Dec 29, 2018 16:48:07 GMT -8
Can a person actually stop the awakening process if they didn’t understand what was happening to them, was in crisis and freaked out, shutting down?
If one can and does stop their awakening what will happen?
Or does the awakening continue despite their denial, waiting for the person to come to acceptance and honor and nurture it all?
Or do they need to go back to the beginning?
Any and all help and guidance is greatly appreciated.
Love & light,
Jersey
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Dec 31, 2018 10:15:03 GMT -8
Hey Jersey and welcome to our forums. This is a great question, and one I will try to answer in my own opinion. In my opinion, once the awakening process starts, there is no going back. Someone may shut down and refuse to take in this information or what is happening, but ultimately, it seems once the process starts you slowly begin opening up and taking in new information and ideas. A big one I have seen is just mere confusion at what is actually happening. Some people are not even aware of what is happening or going on. And it is of course different for everyone and no experience will be the same. With that said I am sure one can willingly slow down their awakening and tie themselves down with karmic debt but ultimately it is all of our intention to wake up to the light, wether it's in this life time or another, or starts in this one and goes through many, is hard to say. I would say from my own experience that life events kind of seem to guide you to awaken and regardless of what many paths you can take, you ultimately arrive at the same destination, sometimes slower, or faster, than others depending on several factors. I hope I helped contribute in my own way and opinion, but many people will have varied answers to this. Regardless I hope I helped somehow. Thanks for posting and Happy New Year  |
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Post by jersey on Jan 19, 2019 7:39:48 GMT -8
WeAreAllOne,
Thank you so much for the reply.
That is my opinion as well but I am new to this, as in newly aware within this past year. I feel I was in crisis 20 years ago with awakening and so many unexplained things were happening and my entire life was turned completely upside down and I freaked out. I blamed my new found abilities and meditation and crystals and just everything. I crashed into a deep depression. Yes, I sought professional medical help. Therapy helped the most and I believe it was only because I was lucky enough to have a therapist who- as I described her at the time- was ‘new agey ‘. She had to use caution so as not to lose her position but at times the things she would walk me through, well, at the time I wasn’t sure what to think but went along with it because my trust in her was that great- and she helped me. Looking back now I have a better understanding.
At any rate, I now believe I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety because I have been trying so consistently to close myself off in an attempt to feel ‘normal’. Not sure how else to explain it. Not to mention when I went with the ‘flow’ my entire life came crashing down, quite literally. This past year has been crazy insane. Some call it ‘downloads’- I call them revelations simply because they are quite literally ‘revelations’ to me and I don’t know what else to call them.
But I didn’t know if I screwed myself up by shutting down. I’ve really been putting the work in this past year. First time in 20 years I’ve done meditation. But I feel broken. I don’t have that connection I did 20 years ago. While I never completely shut down my abilities, I did succeed in repressing them, I’d say about 90%. I felt connected, tapped in, amazing- until my world disintegrated.
Now I’ve come to understand more in this past year and I’m fully accepting and willing. But- I feel like I broke something. I don’t know if that makes any sense.
I have an Akashic Records reading coming up within the next few days, so I’m hoping that will help. The girl seems wonderful and is willing to work with me with any issues I have now or in the future.
But I feel a bit better having you tell me the same thing I felt, that it can be slowed but not completely stopped. Now I need to figure out what I need to do. I need to fix me as I’m feeling like someone or something is trying to wake me up. Like, ‘Hey!!! Hey wake up!!!!’ Seriously, it’s getting a bit frustrating because I DO hear it (well more of a sensing it, I’m not hearing actual voices), but I’m stuck. I feel like I’m in quicksand. And I feel an urgency, that I’m being called to help others but I can’t even help myself.
So, thank you! If you can impart any knowledge or advice, please do! I am so ready.
Love & Light,
Jersey
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Jan 24, 2019 14:28:26 GMT -8
WeAreAllOne, Thank you so much for the reply. That is my opinion as well but I am new to this, as in newly aware within this past year. I feel I was in crisis 20 years ago with awakening and so many unexplained things were happening and my entire life was turned completely upside down and I freaked out. I blamed my new found abilities and meditation and crystals and just everything. I crashed into a deep depression. Yes, I sought professional medical help. Therapy helped the most and I believe it was only because I was lucky enough to have a therapist who- as I described her at the time- was ‘new agey ‘. She had to use caution so as not to lose her position but at times the things she would walk me through, well, at the time I wasn’t sure what to think but went along with it because my trust in her was that great- and she helped me. Looking back now I have a better understanding. At any rate, I now believe I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety because I have been trying so consistently to close myself off in an attempt to feel ‘normal’. Not sure how else to explain it. Not to mention when I went with the ‘flow’ my entire life came crashing down, quite literally. This past year has been crazy insane. Some call it ‘downloads’- I call them revelations simply because they are quite literally ‘revelations’ to me and I don’t know what else to call them. I know what you mean about closing yourself off. I eventually had a hard time shutting it out and had to embrace my spiritual side because it seemed to keep popping up regardless of how much I tried to hide it. I used it in ways to help with every day life like mindfulness and active meditation while doing tasks or what have you. At my old job I would listen to tons of audiobooks relating to spiritual and truth seeking studies and loved it. Therapy too can be a great tool as you mentioned. I do think there are a lot more people into this than we realize but many don't speak out or talk to others about it because of the exact same reasons. After reading your other thread as well, do you think some of this could tie in with your daughter? Not only from the mental, spiritual, and physical toll from undergoing that bombardment so often, do you think it could be impacting your other pursuits, especially if they are being put down by others such as her? I can see why that would perhaps make you feel like something is broken, but truly with how much of a connection you had and still do, it should be no problem to get back into that side of life with some change. It can be hard to get to that connection and feeling when being surrounded by negativity and judgement, and is one of the things that would make it hard to stay in continued higher vibratory states. Whether you can make a quiet sanctuary that can't be interrupted or a quiet space some place that can allow you to go within and connect with your higher self and start to look at the root of any issues you feel you may need to address. The akashic reading should really help out and open up some new doors as well. It really helped me to have one done and I hope it goes really well for you. Feel free to update on that, it is always amazing looking back into other lifetimes. With that said everything does happen when it needs to when we are ready and we are never dealt more than we can handle. It sounds like you have a difficult situation but you are doing fantastic and at the same time being a very wonderful grandfather to your grandkids! It's great to have a grounded spiritual person in the family, even if they keep it behind the scenes, as it is a good way to subtly show others the positive loving side of life while imparting wisdom and knowledge you have gained. I hope I have helped in some capacity, I want to stop myself here before I drone on and on. Hope things are going well for you now and look forward to hearing back, thanks Jersey! |
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Post by nobodyspecail07 on Jun 16, 2019 23:25:05 GMT -8
I replied to this once..not sure why I dont see it here anymore..maybe I worded it in a way that wasn't pretty enough? There is no going back. We really just have to forget about anything we think has happened. There is no point, no meaning to any of it (why should there have to be?) It is all in fun really.. We can't fight this it is an act in futility...you seem to have some illusion that you are in control of something...im sorry if it sounds crude..assuming we are talking about the same thing for a moment..this will be the end of you..as you experience yourself..as you know yourself and your world...this is not a negative thing unless you make something negetive out of it, or you interpret it that way (which I admit thata all we can do is interpret)..im just banging pots and pans together here..not for WANT of attention but there still seems to be a NEED to express something otherwise we may wind up in a nut house..."YOU" can't do anything, let alone STOP this. You see...Im just saying things in a futile attempt to help you..i don't think this will help you..and Ohhh why not say it..my HUMBLE opinion of course enjoy the ride. |
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Post by nobodyspecail07 on Jul 8, 2019 12:27:55 GMT -8
Excuse me, Sorry maybe I should add or clarify that my saying I don't think what I'm saying can help is to say I dont know myself what this is..we can use words such as enlightenment, liberation, and the like...but I don't know what that is even now. I would never say that I'm enlightened man...rather maybe just and ordinary man..no different from you or any other living species, or even to go a step further, no different from the whole of life, everything is living so to speak, you may recognise this yourself. Something aleays seems to arrise in me to want to help those who speak of their misery all the time...very difficult however since I see no suffering...i see no misery..i have no resentments and so on...but saying that i think is incomprehensible to many..so I dont know quite how to help them see this...that everything is and always will be just fine. There is nothing wrong with the world as it is, it couldn't be any other way..but your question can you stop this..for me I came to begin notice things I nwver paid attention to before...and I had to stop reading into things arpund me so introspectively if you will..so if anything I would say dont read too much into things...the world can seem a big mess, but all we can do is DO rather than say to much...be an example rather...and as I said just enjoy the ride |
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Post by Yoda on Oct 10, 2020 23:36:03 GMT -8
Can a person actually stop the awakening process if they didn’t understand what was happening to them, was in crisis and freaked out, shutting down? If one can and does stop their awakening what will happen? Or does the awakening continue despite their denial, waiting for the person to come to acceptance and honor and nurture it all? Or do they need to go back to the beginning? Any and all help and guidance is greatly appreciated. Love & light, Jersey No. Once you begin you cannot stop. It would be just like if you were to upgrade some software on your PC or program and you stop half way through. Your files would be corrupted and the program incomplete. So you would be neither here nor there. The raising of your frequency and vibration is necessary for us to expand our consciousness to be able to comprehend and withstand the whole new reality of higher density, to which we are heading to. That being the 5th density (level of consciousness). If you have the opportunity to awaken you should accept and acknowledge it. When you here or read of the biblical 'judgement day', my interpretation is that we will all be categorized so to speak into different classes of consciousness. These levels would be; those who have reached 5th density level will help others who are having difficulty assimilating to the new paradigm. Then you'' have those who either haven't reached the required level or refuse to level up. Those who haven't reached the recommended level will have the opportunity to attempt it here on Earth, or being removed from Earth to continue to learn the lessons required on another 3-4 density planet. This goes with those who do not wish to 'level up' in consciousness. They either perish to be reborn on another 3-4 density planet or go there as is. So you do have options if you don't awaken but none if it has commenced.
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