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Post by infinite on Apr 24, 2018 10:31:04 GMT -8
Alright, what I write now may seem as a mess, but bare with me. First of all, I'd like to excuse myself from being gone from this forum for a couple of months, been really busy with sorting out my life. But, throughout this entire time I've been entirely watching over what has been happening, mainly QAnon, North Korea, Trump, Iran, Comey, etc... and I've never really been 100% for Trump, mostly has been on his side, but was also keeping my mind open in case it's all a fraud. Just now, I've been trying to think clearly and analyze the entirety of situation. I have remembered some of the stuff Cobra, VOTL and Kabamur have been posting months ago regarding things that are going to happen, or are going to happen as premise for 'The Event'. One of those things were an underground crystals coming off below surface of Antarctica/Arctic that are going to be turned on during the Event. First there was one showing up at Antarctica, and I thought okay that's nice, but then there was another one just maybe day ago that also VOTL shared on twitter. Now, Cobra also mentioned that for event to come, planet needs to be denuclearized and cleared off nuclear weapons as some sort of last barrier. Besides Trump clowning and distracting masses on twitter, on an incredibly peaceful manner he's managed to denuclearize 'the big bad devil' North Korea, just like that. QAnon recently posted, "Iran next" and then I come across this 15 minutes ago - twitter.com/Breaking911/status/988840493231624192This morning I've also saw Putin pulling away billions of dollars from army investing into education, health care, culture investment. Meanwhile, we also have people like Roseanne Barr, Kanye West, Candace Owens, and many other coming and speaking out. Fake News Media is being more and more silenced, their words are becoming empty, people are hyping up 'conspiracy' stuff and it's slowly becoming mainstream. Probably unrelated but, almost for a year i've been eating plant-based diet, excercising and in general living healthy life, without experiencing ANY health issues and completely removing headaches which used to be a thing for me before. And from last 1 and half week still lasting I've been constantly getting weird headaches in front part of my head, precisely around my eyes pushing to inside, and also been experiencing loneliness. Note, I have never felt this way before and there is no reason for me to feel this way, nothing's really changed it came out of sudden. As a long-term 'conspiracy nut' I've gotten used to being disappointed in empty promises and 'future-seeing' false prophets about upcoming events, I was hard on analyzing what if QAnon and Trump are just peons for holding us vigilant in meaning that it's all under control and there's some deep state war going on that's all good and fine. But man oh man, realization hit me hard and I'm actually in disbelief that this stuff is actually finally right now going on, it's crazy! Also, sorry for a messy post and no links for mentions above, it's just a momentary realization that got me all excited and wanting to share. Thanks for reading
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Apr 25, 2018 22:10:49 GMT -8
Infinite! Great to see you man. You posted this at the exact right time, because there's been a huge uptick in energy the past 2-3 days and things are changing rapidly. I finally have worked through a huge block of fear that has been hindering my expansion and my ability to step into my own power. Messy threads are okay honestly, you've seen mine haha. It helps creative flow instead of restricting it to a "certain" structure. First off, thanks for keeping up and analyzing the cobra, VOTL, QAnon happenings. I found it hard to keep up with the QAnon postings and fell behind far too fast than I would have liked so for you to help sum it up here for me and others really means a lot and I appreciate that because it is another piece of the puzzle. And it clicks. What you said everything just fucking feels right dude, after my own research, browsing, watching, observing, I whole-heartedly agree. There are too many "coincidences" or what I like to say synchronicity, to brush ALL OF THIS OFF. Sorry for my language by the way. I think we are reaching some crescendos of energy and things are looking amazing. I can have a hard time taking in so much information but it has really, really, helped me paint a vivid picture of planet earth and what is happening and it makes me just want to run out in the streets and share it but then I'd be seen as crazy so this is what I can do for now and so I appreciate when like minded others such as yourself help me connect the dots and fill in the jig saw puzzle we all are apart of. Thankfully I am moving into a new energy and am getting out of a job and space I no longer wish to occupy. I am finally reclaiming my power and taking care of myself and settings my intentions. I will finally have more time to fully pursue this knowledge and continue to share it however and whenever I can. I bring all of this up because some of what you said has been happening to me as well. As I move out of the energy of fear and into creating the present moment I am noticing my appetite has SEVERELY reduced and heavy foods and oils I used to like are now just starting to sound gross. It started years and years ago with hamburgers/beef in general then moved to pork, now its affecting me and I don't want to eat deep fried foods anymore or even chicken. Fish is still kind of on the plate but honestly salads greens and smoothies are starting to look and FEEL far more attractive than past diets I used to follow. This is another synchronicity or "coincidence" for me and I just wanted to share that with you because it feels so much better to be in this clean energy. Holy christ it took me a while but I am so thankful. Anyway, Infinite, I just wanted to share a few of those personal things because it resonated with what you said. Anyway, moving on. Alright, what I write now may seem as a mess, but bare with me. First of all, I'd like to excuse myself from being gone from this forum for a couple of months, been really busy with sorting out my life. NO WORRIES AT ALL MY MAN! You may have noticed that sometimes I post in chunks or whenever I have the time to finally share all the interesting stuff and articles I've been accumulating. We all have lives to live and me myself too has been experiencing this sorting as I move into this new energy I am finally confident enough to take in. I'm glad you said this because I think this is how many people have felt about Trump. I have been in the same boat and while I always try to avoid sharing what little political views I have, I agree with this because I could tell he was different from the rest and might have actually ended up there unintended but is much needed at this time to help show us what to break down. Another synchronicity. I was reading literally, just a few days ago about the crystals that were in Atlantis and apart of the energetic grid of consciousness that surrounded the planet at the time, and because the energy was being misused, the grid had to be collapsed so it wouldn't reverberate throughout the cosmos and affect other dimensions and planets (since everything is one and connected) This was also the reason for the fall of Lemuria, which came before Atlantis. Both absolutely interesting topics to look into, especially in regards to past life regression. Anyway, these crystals that held the advanced state of consciousness at the time for humanity were "shut off" and scattered throughout the earth with the sinking of Atlantis. This is great you said this because it reminded me of this. Crystals have a certain type of frequency and resonance and can be used for so many purposes, so this all makes perfect fucking sense. I have seen this too! Conspiracies are hitting the main stream consciousness and people are opening up to these ideas. You can see it on Reddit, you can see it on other media platforms, you can see it in life. People are starting to question and remove conditioning that has been placed on our mass consciousness. I've heard and seen a bunch of Kanye West's tweets (plan to post them here when I can) and you're spot on. Especially regarding fake news media being realized for what it is. FAKE NEWS. Fucking hilarious how that script backfired and make them reveal themselves. This paragraph right here was the reason for my wordy introduction. While I have not been as consitent with the plant based diet, what you speak rings true for me because finally, FINALLY, my fucking ulcer/stomach/hernia feeling pressure in my stomach right over my sacral chakra IS GONE. This is further proof and testimony to the power of our consciousness and only further proves we are so powerful and spiritual and LOVED. I have been experiencing the head pressure the past 2-3 days, specifically yesterday and today. Just like you said, inward flowing pressure right in the center of my forehead right where the pineal gland AKA third eye sits in us all. Quite interesting I am so happy for this. The loneliness I have been feeling as well but in waves and I seem to be able to move past it and I wonder if it ties in at all with the collective grieving of the collective consciousness. Conspiracy nuts unite! I prefer the term now truth seeker, or even light seeker I was feeling the same for a while. The standard seemed to be Soon™️ and I was holding out hope. But finally, finally, finally, things have been taking another dramatic uptick as we step onto the next step as we enter into this expanded energy that is hitting us all from our lovely sun. Good shit man, things are going to get so much better for us all. But we need to stay grounded as the collective consciousness comes screaming into the light after having a big heavy lid of darkness closed over our bottle of light for millennia. Great post, and great seeing you. Thank you, and good night (y) <3
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Post by infinite on Apr 25, 2018 23:33:55 GMT -8
Now, these kind of long posts of yours is what I missed Thank you for the time to write all of this stuff, feels great just reading it I'll try to gather some stuff about QAnon if I manage to find sort of collected posts. Also, yeah, Trump is interesting to observe by himself, but I mean, man c'mon if he's seriously doing all this stuff behind the scenes, while clowning on twitter, then h-o-l-y s-h-i-t he's good at it. Also, I can't tell you a bad thing about plant-based diet, it's one of best choices I've made in my life, and I'm never regretting it. People often speak when going vegetarian/vegan about being judged by people around them, and constantly mocked, but to be honest, for me, it's hilarious. Suddenly, everybody around you becomes a nutrition expert with full knowledge of what and how much of micro/macronutrients your body needs, and suddenly they know what meat industry does to animals and environment. I don't really like most of those vegan activists that push their agenda quite aggressively and annoy people, think that's a bad way of presenting a truly healthiest lifestyle. If you decide to switch, an absolute must for you is to get fully educated on what your body needs, what nutrients food contain, and what each of it does to your body. Once you know all the scientific facts, stupidity of ignorant folks won't bother you, but be laughable as soon enough they'll change their mind if you calmly explain step by step I also definitely prefer a term truth seeker, but when talking to people who wanna mock me for my opinion, I don't like to go into full seriousness with them as that is not going to produce results. If someone is mocking me for being conspiracy nut, grass eater, I just play their game and laugh along, but dropping provocative facts here and there, as I know how wrong they are, but it's not their fault, and now or later (always happens) they'll be coming back to you and apologizing for mocking, admitting you were right. I'm almost a year on plant-based diet, absolutely everyone around me was in disbelief and never considering that option to be something good (It's still not that mainstream to not eat meat in my country as in USA), what you know few months later they're coming up to me sharing articles about goods of being vegan, plant-powered bodybuilders (yes, you can get enough protein), suddenly everyone is interesting in trying meals I make. Same with conspiracy theories, just in way smaller number, as I don't talk to much about this stuff to other people, y'know small talks about useless crap is way more needed. But to those who I speak from time to time about this stuff, rapidly changed their consciousness about what's really going on.
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Apr 26, 2018 3:19:28 GMT -8
No, thank you, for allowing me to finally feel comfortable to express myself in this way. I'm not going to lie, I've felt so lost, alone, afraid, nervous, scared since I was a child. This place terrified me and I would throw up every morning before school (during middle school and high school) just because of the immense amount of fear I always felt in my stomach. It tore me apart and I could hardly function and I was in somewhat of a spiral and going through dark nights of the soul and doing things that I regret doing and would never, ever, ever do letalone even think about or plan at this point in my life. It hurts realizing the pain that I have caused others. It hurts realizing I have kept myself stuck and trapped for so long. But I am thankful I am taking this opportunity. And even you posting this has been another huge help and eye opener and support with this past 2-3 days of energy and synchronicity that keeps happening. It's scary, but for once, it's exciting, with only a hint of scary, but knowing I can do it. What a much better feeling than feeling I can't do anything and must seek everything outside myself! I was browsing craigslist for months! Fucking months! Bitching the whole time "why am I not finding anything that clicks with me" and finally I get the realization that I need to CREATE what I want. And my god what an eye opener it has been. You speak truth brother and truth has a resonance that can't be ignored. Fear has a low vibration that can be recognized. Thank fuck I can FINALLY recognize fear and work through it and continue to learn and grow as I overcome my fears and insecurities. I am slowly learning about plant based diets and honestly the love of my life has been a tremendous help with getting me to eat healthier and choose better options for my body. What a difference it makes. Truly amazing. This will be a huge trial for myself and I feel I am ready. Thank you for reading on and on about me talking about myself but I just have never really had many people to share spirituality with and it just left me feeling so alone most my life. Finally I have a great girl in my life that understands that this is something that interests me and doesn't shut me down for it and actually joins me and partakes in learning and healing and growing! What a truly thankful experience that I can finally start to open up and share this side of myself MORE FULLY and more in conjunction with my divine will!! I'm done with the fear. I am so fucking done with it and I am ready to move through it. Most my life I was always shy and quiet and afraid to speak out for fear of ridicule and I was always just shut down but I can't take it anymore. I can see in others that they want the same things that I do yet I perceived as I was not worthy. I always felt people didn't like me or I just didnt connect with people or whatever, and I kept manifesting those scenarios and feeding into those scenarios. and finally. Finally I understand. You know the old adage "when the student is ready a teacher will appear" my god is that so true. You don't kid about the mocking and all of that. What really discouraged me from opening up and sharing this with others was the mocking. The ridicule. The constant streams of "you're crazy" It fucking broke me man.. But I pulled through! And I stepped up. And I continued to challenge the norm. I continued to step out of the box and strive for my own happiness and joy and dreams. I started to learn the same things. I made the choice to stop eating hamburgers and when refusing them at the following family dinners I was met with resistance and negativity. But guess what, just like you said, they came around, and soon enough I had costco size boxes of black bean burger patties in our freezer for my lady and I from my loving mom getting them for us. Fear has kept a powerful block and lock on creative manifestation and true desires. I have learned that everyone is on their own journey and I can't force anything. Everyone will awaken and align and readjust when they are ready. Pushing and forcing things doesn't work and never will. But offering grounding support and loving respect does a lot more good I have come to realize. I can no longer project my fears onto others for they were projecting them back. Since making this change I have observed noticeable changes in the people around me and it makes me realize that we can do this and I can continue to move on this journey of light and become to know god and remember what source is and how it feels to be loved and respected, something I have kept from myself for so long... Thank you for allowing me to cleanse myself in this fashion, it has been a bigger help than you realize and I appreciate your time and your perfectly timed posts and response. Thanks again, I am finally going to bed now, I think I will be able to sleep. It's only going to get better from here on out Infinite! For us all, for we are all one
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Post by infinite on Apr 26, 2018 6:11:22 GMT -8
Damn man, just now seeing how much similarities we share. I've had my fair share of wrongdoings, afraid of ridicule, being a people pleaser. To be honest, the fact that I was that, did sadden me, but also the fact that I was able to acknowledge those and talk to myself about it realizing that it's a prison I have to get out from. Confidence cannot be made out of thin air, mostly throughout my childhood there were dozens of things I was afraid and uncomfortable of, and I can't lie myself, I was not confident there was zero of it. Most important thing is an acknowledgment. Once you got it, you can start working on improvement. It's super easy to turn on youtube and listen to 'how-to' videos, or motivational speakers telling you what you want to hear, but in reality it is your own journey, and only you know what you want and what makes you happy.
Once you work your way out of dirt, finding a place where you're comfortable is when true confidence arises. For example, now nobody can't ridicule me for my diet, or for my 'conspiracy nut views', because I know the truth. No matter what they say, truth is stronger. I still have a long way to go, and it's going to get better because I was already at bottom and even tho I don't know you in person, reading this during the day on other side of world truly makes me happy, no bullshit here. I'm sincerely happy for you, and the choices of improvements you made in your life to get where you are at now. Consistently improving, ever-learning.
About the diet, I fully support you and if you ever happen to need anything I can help with, I promise i'll be active on forum to hand out an advice. By the way, there's a guy on youtube, his channel is named Simmnet Nutrition , he's absolutely the happiest and truly most fulfilled man I have ever seen, he's amazing and is actually one of my greatest inspirations.
Have a great day man!
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Apr 26, 2018 19:00:28 GMT -8
Fucking truth. I had kept myself in a prison as well, and was covered in fear and darkness, for fear of speaking out and being ridiculed and having to retreat back to the fear, so I just unconsciously stayed in the fear. You know just typing this it just seems to flow out of my finger tips like it just needs to be said.. It feels so nice to finally just be free and open and type and express and talk and just feel without having the filters of negative fearful perception tainting your every moment. This really is what living in the moment feels like.. wow.
I am glad you mentioned how it made you saddened because I felt the same sadness too most of my life but never actually knew where the fuck it was coming from!!!!! And it was because I wasn't being authentic with myself or with others.... I was putting on a mask to please others.. I was going out of my way in fear to make sure I am not ridiculed or made fun of. Looking back, wow, what a fucking teacher.
We learn and move on to the next step when we are ready and looking back on your own life allows you to see the experiences you went through that got you to where you are. Working through the fear when it rises up will diminish it instead of consuming you. I used to be pretty shy but I've been breaking out of my shell as I grew up and even to this day I am still working on it because fear held me down and made me think I had to obey and listen to everyone else EXCEPT MYSELF. That is the herd mentality and has been used to enslave us and keep us in this state of control fear and imprisonment.
I am done with fear. I am now seeing it for what it is, a creation made out of lack, that makes itself known as something that can take you over when in reality it only takes you over if you let it take you over. And most of my life, I let that fear take over me. No longer bro! No fucking longer. I used to get sudden pain/darting pain in my neck, the back of my neck, and I could never understand why, but I just suddenly realized it was fear creeping in.. I was allowing fear to creep in!!!!!!!!! This whole time I have been wondering why I had neck pain sometimes and why even one time it creeped up on me so badly that it tweaked my neck and pulled something and I had to hold my head at a weird angle the next day... Wow what pain. Glad to be done with that.
It's amazing how you can rebound heal off other people. It further strengthens the effect just like negativity/fear/separateness does the same thing when compounded by itself.
I really enjoy listening to audiobooks and have been listening to a lot of self help books, and the series that recently just took me over the edge and helped me to see these revelations is the series by Paul Selig talking about the word.
I am on the second book only and 5 hours in and I had a breakthrough and managed to shatter the false glass house illusion of fear. I wish more people sought out self help material because it really does work. I think the big thing is a lot of people identify with the pain and suffering and don't yet know how to heal it and move past it so they can truly heal themselves and liberate their inner freedom and creativity.
Glad to be working my way out of the dirt! The fresh air feels great! I can actually breath and not just shallow breaths before recoiling and exhaling! Wow.
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And that is why it has been "hidden" behind multiple layers of illusion.
We both still have a long way to go, as do we all, but honestly man, it sounds like you are doing so well. I am just now listening to my nutrition and am stepping into what I need to do to actually nourish my body AND my soul.
Thank you, and I am sure I will have many questions about nutrition haha. Honestly, I need to learn about all the proper nutrients and vitamins that are essential and everything else. It overwhelmed me at first but it totally seems doable now!
I will be sure to check out Simmnet Nutrition, sounds like it can be of help and of service.
Thanks again infinite, this conversation has been quite productive, healing, and helping. I thank you for helping me and I hope there is something here that has helped you as well brother.
It's been a great day!
Edit: I think this is the beginning stages of the "event" that's been talked about. This new energy upgrade into a new awareness seeing things in a new light.
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Post by infinite on Apr 26, 2018 23:01:24 GMT -8
Exactly! Thank you too, this conversation has been great pleasure and inspiration!
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