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New.. Awakening? Feb 5, 2018 16:24:15 GMT -8 via mobile WeAreAllOne and khadaurakhy like this

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Post by findingmyself27 on Feb 5, 2018 16:24:15 GMT -8

Hello. I am new to this forum. I am searching for help, experiences. There is a lot to tell, as with everyone's unique spiritual journey. I will relay some key points.. A couple years back, I was sitting on my couch one day in the quiet. I heard someone or multiples, i feel as if it were more than one saying "don't worry everything will be fine - we will see you soon." i shrugged it off. Then one day, without having done ANY research or looking into the spiritual ( i have been since I was small but always blocked off) and one day this information flooded my head.. You are LIGHT. This is not the end. YOU ARE CONNECTED, you CAN ESCAPE.You are not stuck here, you are more amazing than you could possibly imagine. I started balling instantly, this feeling came over me and for the first time I felt as if I was on the right path. One instance, I saw sparkling orbs of light by my daughter as she was napping in bed. Beautiful little sparks of electricity it looked like for a good 15 min. Everywhere I walked outside I felt connected. Every step I took the earth was loving me and I sent it back. I meditated everyday. Fast forward, another child a new place and new problems. I stopped daily meditation then completely. I never get much silence. I have been trying to focus on the spiritual journey at hand as I see the world crumble and people accepting hate and violence. I have been feeling quite dizzy for days at a time... I randomly see little sparkley flecks of light. Violet, royal blue and white. I can see energy moving. I am beginning to see what I can only explain as maybe little dots of light moving and their movements leave bright tails of light from their movement. I have seen my daughters aura a couple times. I see that O am emotionally evolving in some areas. My husband is awake to the world and the deception it holds. However, when it comes to this I feel he doesn't understand. He is on his path and while he believes what I say it seems he is not interested or just doesn't grasp it because he hasn't yet had any of these things happen. I am trying to become whole. I know this is a lengthy process. I have a book on astral projection. The other night I got the chance to read almost a whole chapter. The next morning, I woke up to tend to my daughter - my husband came and got her I went back to sleep with the baby.. I vividly remember looking up ( I think it was up who knows) I was in AWE of what seemed to be earth passing by - it was BEAUTIFUL. The colors, the feeling like nothing I have ever experienced. It didn't look like a ball, i cannot explain. Almost like there was beautiful blue sky all around and I was seeing like a floating - I don't want to say flat but I don't know how to describe it was floating past, then I was back in my body aware but not able to move or talk yet. Saw my son sleeping in front of me then finally snapped back in. I have had this happen once before when I asked my higher self about who I had been. I had some sort of flashback dream.. I even remember being in my bedroom out of body floating around. I feel the need to teach my children the truth as they get older. I am searching. To talk to you to get insight, some experience , anything. I know this is something that doesn't quite make sense until it does- in the meantime the conversation would be great. Hoping to hear from you soon. I hope your journey is amazing and unique.

Love and light

- B

New.. Awakening? Feb 8, 2018 20:47:26 GMT -8 khadaurakhy likes this

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Post by WeAreAllOne on Feb 8, 2018 20:47:26 GMT -8

Hello and welcome to our forum!

Thank you for sharing this with us. Quite a few things I can relate to here. That feeling is immense and so powerful, the realization that you are connected to everything and that moment where everything just feels so alive and conscious and ecstatic. Then to look out into the world and see a stark contrast, as you say, hate and violence. It really paints a potent omni-picture of awareness at the same time that is both raw and beautiful at the same time. The dance of dark and light, playing out in real time before our eyes. Astral projection is something I would like to practice more with. There is a ton of data on the subject of astral travel alone that it can really suck you in.

I have had a few experiences where I have felt I left my body, and both times were so vibrant and colorful. I have also seen these orbs as well but its usually only for short periods of time. I see them as almost clear white sparks of light sometimes as small orbs. I can't really focus on them individually otherwise I lose sight of it all so I usually just like to take the moment in and have it last as long as possible. I think there is a need in this day and age to teach children self awareness and to critically think and understand and process things for themselves. With how many agendas, propaganda, and influences are floating around it can be hard to stay grounded and hold to your true self and your true essence. This generation of kids coming into the world are going to experience a lot and are also bringing a lot of gifts to the table for us all.

For a while I had a hard time finding anyone at all to discuss these ideas and experiences with. It was rather frustrating and almost kind of lonely in a sense because this kind of stuff has always fascinated me and made me want to explore further but I had no one to do it with. Thankfully that is much different now and I am happy and thankful to be able to express and share these ideas not only with you guys on this forum and others, but also with the love of my life. Everyone is at different stages of awareness and we will ultimately all end up in the same place, it's just a matter of "time" and growth and awareness/remembrance of self. Whenever I have potent or vivid and powerful dreams I try to write them down as soon as I can in the morning before I forget them. This can provide inner clues to things you need to work on or things you are going through or much much more. A lot of dreams are gibberish from a long day, but we can gain insight from certain dreams that leave a residual feeling within us when we wake up and felt like it was something more than a dream. I hope you can continue to find some time to continue and experience these things and I also appreciate you sharing your experiences with us. We are in exciting times and I am thankful to be growing and learning what I can to continue on.

Hope to hear from ya again soon and thanks for stopping by.