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Post by syttvan on Oct 27, 2017 10:18:12 GMT -8
Hello, My Name Is Oran I Will celebrate my 23rd birthday tonight and I have a major Issue I'm from Israel a nice Jewish boy my spiritual progress has started when i went to trance parties and took some blotters to feel the connection with myself I had some major transforms with myself and the world around me but right now i feel that everything is crumbling down when I was younger I had some experiences with guys (Sexual yes..) and when I started taking LSD And Smoking Weed I felt That This sexual thing is just a problem I created to defend myself from my abusive father and when I was high or tripping i felt straight same as everyone else and right now a few years later I started hang out with guys again and all I feel from my synchronicity is that I'm going to get killed and someone is operating my imagination for the worst that I have an enemy I know nothing about and he wants to kill me I started hearing a woman's voice in my head that always said the name of a girl I had a crash on a few years earlier and when I flew through this sync I felt absolutely fine and the threats stopped I also started experiencing demonic fears which I couldn't control Like the universe way of telling me I wasn't on the right path Also a tingling sensation on my fingerprints this is the worst condition i have come to and because of that I don't know what to do Is homosexuality a disease in the eyes of god and the higher self and am i to blame because of my attraction to the other spectrum please help me understand I woke up today and felt like I'm going to die don't know what to do and very scared Any assistance Would be appreciated. thank you  |
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Post by Droo on Oct 27, 2017 13:31:27 GMT -8
Most spiritual teachings explain that the important thing is to be a good person in terms of not treating other people badly.
Gay, straight, whatever is not such an important thing when it really comes down to it.
It sounds like you're having a hard time. Good luck dude, i hope things get better.
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Post by Ahlem on Oct 28, 2017 3:16:51 GMT -8
its only a disease if you would treat it as such. gay, straight anything in-between... what does it matter, these are just labels we have applied things, gender is another thing we have prescribed the human. if you can see past these labels you may be free to love whatever "entity" you please, so long as you do it freely beyond fear of your own judgements and those of others, express your love to whoever you want, you will enrich yourself and others around you, and wheres the wrong in that?
your demons are all in your mind and you have the capabilities to step back and witness your mind in its frantic state and work through them back into a calm and peaceful setting. just witness yourself and realise you have power over your mind, you can guide it to whatever state you wish.
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Post by scottishgal on Oct 28, 2017 3:22:53 GMT -8
Hello, My Name Is Oran I Will celebrate my 23rd birthday tonight and I have a major Issue I'm from Israel a nice Jewish boy my spiritual progress has started when i went powerance parties and took some blotters to feel the connection with myself I had some major transforms with myself and the world around me but right now i feel that everything is crumbling down when I was younger I had some experiences with guys (Sexual yes..) and when I started taking LSD And Smoking Weed I felt That This sexual thing is just a problem I created to defend myself from my abusive father and when I was high or tripping i felt straight same as everyone else and right now a few years later I started hang out with guys again and all I feel from my synchronicity is that I'm going to get killed and someone is operating my imagination for the worst that I have an enemy I know nothing about and he wants to kill me I started hearing a woman's voice in my head that always said the name of a girl I had a crash on a few years earlier and when I flew through this sync I felt absolutely fine and the threats stopped I also started experiencing demonic fears which I couldn't control Like the universe way of telling me I wasn't on the right path Also a tingling sensation on my fingerprints this is the worst condition i have come to and because of that I don't know what to do Is homosexuality a disease in the eyes of god and the higher self and am i to blame because of my attraction to the other spectrum please help me understand I woke up today and felt like I'm going to die don't know what to do and very scared Any assistance Would be appreciated. thank you The best way to counteract what you think is demonic attack is to visualise yourself surrounded by light. That should work.!!! I also recite these words which you may use if you so wish. I cancel all negative thoughts. I declare them null and void and without power over my life. |
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Oct 28, 2017 15:54:26 GMT -8
Hey Oran, welcome to the forums.
There are some great responses here, and I agree with all of them. In the higher sense of things, in regards to higher self, or God/Creation itself, homosexuality is not a disease or sin. At all. It is just a condition of life and there is nothing inherently "wrong" with it, only our sense of guilt that stems from the ego.
You are not to blame for anything. The way you are is the way you were meant to be. And if something is making you unhappy about it, then it is good to go to the root of the problem and heal it, maybe in this case, the abuse from your father. I hope you are safe and free from abuse now, but I can understand the type of damage that would leave.
The fear of death may stem from ego itself, as you are dealing internally with these issues that are rising to the surface. I am hesitant to suggest much, because it will be different for everyone, but I really encourage you to go inside and within yourself and meditate on these problems and the answer will appear to you whether internally through a thought or realization, or externally, through synchronization and synchronicity.
Again, never blame yourself for anything. There is nothing wrong with you at all. We all have issues and problems to work through but you are never given more than you can handle, ever. I am hoping we helped out, and if there's anything else we can do, feel free to reply. Wishing the best for you
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Post by skyjoshin on Nov 10, 2017 9:40:39 GMT -8
Hello, I agree with everything stated so far. I would just like to add that I believe sex should be reserved for special purposes. It's just like cannabis or drinking or scratching an itch. If it's done too much, just to distract or to fill some void (which likely comes from not growing our connection with spirit) then it may cause problems. Social withdrawal, guilt, shame, injury. All things should be used in right relation. If you feel guilty or ashamed or otherwise negatively about a behavior, thought or action, then it may be time to meditate on it. Spend time everyday meditating. Set an intention , such as "I will quiet my mind and focus on tuning in to my spirit." You can set intentions relating to specific questions, or be as vague as you wish. Actually, in my experience, the more vaguely or generally I can set my intention , the better the answers or information I receive, tend to be. Remember, darkness (negative thoughts, feelings, demons, ANYTHING NEGATIVE OR DARK) is ONLY the absence of light. As soon as light is shone on a demon, it's obvious that it was never there. Love and blessings brother!!!
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Post by scottishgal on Nov 11, 2017 0:11:27 GMT -8
Hello, I agree with everything stated so far. I would just like to add that I believe sex should be reserved for special purposes. It's just like cannabis or drinking or scratching an itch. If it's done too much, just to distract or to fill some void (which likely come from not growing our connection with spirit) then it may cause problems. Social withdrawal, guilt, shame, injury. All things should be used in right relation. If you feel guilty or ashamed or otherwise negatively about a behavior, thought or action, then it may be time to meditate on it. Spend time everyday meditating. Set an intention , such as "I will quiet my mind and focus on tuning in to my spirit." You can set intentions relating to specific questions, or be as vague as you wish. Actually, in my experience, the more vaguely or generally I can set my intention , the better the answers or information I receive, tend to be. Remember, darkness (negative thoughts, feelings, demons, ANYTHING NEGATIVE OR DARK) is ONLY the absence of light. As soon as light is shone on a demon, it's obvious that it was never there. Love and blessings brother!!! There is no sex in the spiritual planes only on the lower worlds. As above, so below. Spirit is what it is which is usually white light. In order to have sex, one must have the necessary equipment which needs form. Many years ago, I read of a group that only have sex when they want to have a child, are you a member of a group like that? That would fit in with what you have said. |
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Post by skyjoshin on Nov 19, 2017 13:36:17 GMT -8
Not at all. I've been a chronic over - indulger most of my life. Which has caused me a great deal of shame and guilt. Legal problems related to addiction, things like that. What I intended to convey, is that (especially while we are in this earthly incarnation) it is wise to practice moderation. We are here to experience joy. So I don't believe it's natural to only have sex when attempting to procreate. I just also feel, that when I have over - indulged, be it with sex or heroin or food or anything, I was not in alignment with my true self and it often caused problems and served as a distraction. It's my belief that nearly anything can be helpful, healthy and beneficial, if done in the right way. Or rather, with the right intention. It really comes down to intention. If you are taking care of your alignment with your higher self (meditating, paying attention to your emotional guidance, etc.) and you want to get laid, as long as you're not doing it in a way that causes guilt or shame, or in a way that causes someone else to have negative emotion, then it is good. In fact, when it's done in alignment with your true self, sex in particular, can be very good for you. Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Even doing some drug or using tobacco. Everything is here for our growth, for our joy. I hope this makes a bit more sense. And these are just my opinions. I'm voicing them in this thread, in the hopes that I can help provide a different perspective, maybe help shine some light on a more empowering idea.
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Post by scottishgal on Nov 20, 2017 1:45:02 GMT -8
At puberty, we become aware of certain sexual feelings that we never knew existed. Why be ashamed of something that you didn't create, but as you mentioned, it is better to do all things in moderation.
I would like to suggest to you that you might like to attend a church that Spiritualists frequent, they know all about demon possession so can give you the help that you need. They heal as well. I am sure that it would be of great benefit to you both, more so Aron. He really needs the help that the Spiritualist Church would provide. They believe in all the things that take place on this forum.
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Post by skyjoshin on Nov 20, 2017 15:19:51 GMT -8
I have a different view of "demons" I have heard from many teachers, that while negative entities do exist, they cannot impose themselves upon us. Because we are often raised in negative beliefs, we can attract these types of beings to us. They are said to feed on our fear and negative emotions. So they most likely, work to keep our focus on things we fear. By believing that they can "get you" then you actually create the only way for them to affect you. If that is a major, persisting problem for you, it may be helpful to find someone whom you believe can help. It may also be empowering to simply realize, that you hold ABSOLUTE power over which and what type of beings, can come into your space. I also believe that any being which feeds on fear, is going to be very put off, when you start to think positive, powerful thoughts and when you feel love, hope or positive emotions. They will likely leave. Though, if you have spent mu ch time in that state of fear, it may be difficult to change your vibration. Also, if there are beings feeding from your fear, they could work to steer your attention to negative feelings and could seem to make things harder for a time. Just remember YOU are ONE with the SOURCE of well being that creates light, creates life and sustains ALL THINGS! You ARE POWERFUL, and darkness is only the absence LIGHT! Blessings and hope, I send to you! You are my siblings and I love you dearly!!!
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