Yoda
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Post by Yoda on Oct 16, 2020 11:50:55 GMT -8
As a child I knew I was different to others. I would look up at the night sky and feel home sick. I asked myself a question in my pre-teen years whilst looking in the mirror, who am I and what am I doing here? I was and still am a very sensitive person (to energies and other peoples emotions) HSP, highly sensitive person. I eventually worked out I was born with clairsentience (empath/HSP). I could tell when I was liked or disliked by others. As I grew up, the matrix system got hold of me and I began to lose touch with that side of me.
I joined the Army at 19 and learnt many things about myself. Strengths and weaknesses, physical and mental. My awakening began when I was deployed to East Timor 19 years ago now. We had a main objective and when the opportunity arose for us to execute it, when we were told to stand down. This was one of my biggest WTF moments. I started to stir the pot and my superiors, then WTF are we here for then? It opened my eyes to the fact that not all our orders are what they seem, there are always hidden agendas we aren't told about. The veil of the illusion was beginning to lift. I did find out why we were there many years later. Because of the oil & gas fields in the Timor Sea. I discharged myself when we returned home after serving 14 years service. At age 36 I had a stroke. My right side (arm & leg) and speech were effected. It took me almost 8 years to get 99.98% recovered. I wasn't going to let this be the end of me. Whilst doing occupational therapy, my style, I was working in a timber yard. Doing things someone who could use both arms/hands. I was getting stronger and building new neural pathways slowly but surely things started to work again. As I was working my but off, I was wearing myself down too. I got pneumonia in my left lung. One night I was going to sleep I knew my affected side would be too painful, so I opted for the right side. As I was drifting off to sleep I would begin to see the most horrid, disgusting, morbid, disturbing visions that would make your best horror film look like a nursery rhyme. I could not go to sleep on that side and rolled over. It was painful, I could not sleep. I rolled back and the visions started again. This time as I rolled over I caught a glimpse of a robed and hooded figure. Could not see the face but it went from right to left at the end of my bed and vanished. I took the plunge and fell asleep on my affected side. It wasn't long before I felt the and had the wonderful experience. the feeling you get when you we're in the arms of a loved one and that all your troubles were gone. There was nothing but that warm, loving embrace of peace and bliss. I was given a message, not so much as words but thoughts. Telepathic. I was told, you must go back, you're not done yet, go back. You're mission is not complete. Go back. Next thing I know is the sensation of being dropped onto my bed from a couple of feet with a jolt. I woke crying inconsolably. It woke my wife and told hear the same thing, I knew I had died , or at least left my body. From then on things started to change. My thirst for knowledge became insatiable. All types of topics, mainly of esoteric, metaphysical, paranormal, supernatural, magic etc. I found out much later that two more psychic abilities were rising to the surface. Clairvoyance and claircognizance. Two years ago I drastically change my diet to a mainly vegetarian (not a full-on veggo). I began to see many synchronicities, Back then I didn't know what they meant. Seeing sequences of numbers like 11:11 etc. I found a site that helped me understand their meaning. As a lot of things were happening to me I thought I was loosing my mind. I worked out and with the help of my spiritual guides, I was awakening. I gave into it and embraced it. The feeling is undeniably fantastic. You see things (your perception) more clearly, everything is vivid and vibrant, sounds are crisper. All senses are heightened. I feel I am not fully anchored into 5th density yet, but I do have a taste of it from time to time. Learning to let go of ego and old ways is the challenge. Doing this will make it easier to remain in 5th density (level of consciousness).
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Oct 16, 2020 23:48:47 GMT -8
Wow, very interesting awakening experience to read about. I stumbled upon that same sacred angel numbers website over 7+ years ago, when I was first witnessing synchronicity too or at least paying attention to it. Very helpful resource and I still reference it from time to time. While I have not been able to go full vegetarian I have essentially given up beef and other meat except fish, chicken, and occasionally pork (bacon). Diet seems to be a very powerful tool in awakening and to your spiritual being as a whole, and I myself am guilty of overlooking the benefits of a fresher diet and healthier habit in regards to preparing food. It's really reassuring to read awakening experiences like yours because of resonating with certain parts and realizing that other's have gone through the same experience as well it's almost kind of helpful and calming.
Glad you came back and are sharing your experiences with us and continuing your journey. It's cliche but I really think everything is happening for a purpose, and we get to where we need to go and we see who we need to see when we need to be there. A problem I had when awakening was getting way too sucked into the realization of negative polarity and energy, and researching it and almost becoming enmeshed in it to a point I became unbalanced. Some of the older threads on here regarding some of the negative topics really took a toll on my mental health at the time when I was researching it so heavily and awakening to these realizations and realities. It's heavy, but what really brings me back to life is exactly what you mentioned at the end there. For me atleast, the sometimes fleeting moments of intense clarity, intense calm and peace. No fear, no anxiety, just a genuine in the moment open expansion of creative expression without feeling bogged down by filters of ego, mind, earth, and what we see around us. When those moments happen I truly feel free and unconfined. I still have my own problems with ego, at times it feels like a struggle to see past it. It's so hard to stay attached to higher levels of vibration when it's so easy to become distracted by worldly experiences and situations happening around us daily. When you are there, in that moment of zen, it really is undeniably fantastic. I agree wholeheartedly and cherish those moments of divine peace.
I look forward to a future when that kind of mindset and way of being is a standard mode of operation for the vast majority of humans on planet earth. The abundance of peace, and love, would totally transform this planet and the social climate and group consciousness of the human race. We are headed there, and reading more and more awakening stories like this really affirms a personal opinion of mine that we are finally awakening globally, en masse. Long overdue, but I think it is finally unfolding at a global rate that is only gaining momentum and speed as more people awaken and those around them question and then awaken. It's such a subjective experience since we all walk the journey alone technically even with our loves ones around us it is a inner spiritual journey we all take part in yet there are so many elements of it that all bind us together more than we realize. Thanks for sharing your experience and sticking around with us on earth longer, that was very interesting to have a glimpse into your awakening experience and I'm thankful for that.
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Yoda
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Post by Yoda on Oct 17, 2020 11:34:25 GMT -8
WeAreAllOne
Indeed. I too had this problem. Seeing through all of the BS that is and was going on in the world and seeing through the illusion, the need to seek the truth was taking it's toll on me. I combated this by putting positive and loving thoughts out to heal what I could from my corner of the world. I find myself working on the positive side of it now. The more we feed it the more it grows. Stop feeding the negative and focus on the positive. We'll get better outcomes from this than to give the current paradigm further traction. If we want change, don't fight against what is. Create a new one.
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Oct 17, 2020 18:17:29 GMT -8
For sure, this took me years to learn/remember. Especially in regards on focusing on what you want instead of focusing on what you don't like. It's like the yin and yang. The duality of yin and yang is an indivisible whole. Both parts are apart of each other and both are one. This is within us and it is our freedom of choice, our free will, to choose what "part" we play. I certainly do prefer to choose light, creation, and positivity, over darkness. My problem was, I was standing within the light, awakening, but dunking my head into negativity and it twisted me up and spun me off course a bit.
What's fun is seeing the manifestation of your positivity, or the creation of it through your mindset and way of being. And seeing how things are and can change because of focus and intentions. Definitely a big goal of these forums when first created was to help create a new reality, and provide a space for people to explore such realities. Have you noticed any changes in the global collective consciousness? It really does seem people are personally awakening en masse. It's great seeing truth seeking information shared on social media platforms that was once hidden away on corners of the internet. I really think it's just going to continue to speed up, like the 100th monkey effect.
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