Post by Yoda on Oct 16, 2020 11:50:55 GMT -8
As a child I knew I was different to others. I would look up at the night sky and feel home sick. I asked myself a question in my pre-teen years whilst looking in the mirror, who am I and what am I doing here?
I was and still am a very sensitive person (to energies and other peoples emotions) HSP, highly sensitive person. I eventually worked out I was born with clairsentience (empath/HSP). I could tell when I was liked or disliked by others. As I grew up, the matrix system got hold of me and I began to lose touch with that side of me.
I joined the Army at 19 and learnt many things about myself. Strengths and weaknesses, physical and mental. My awakening began when I was deployed to East Timor 19 years ago now. We had a main objective and when the opportunity arose for us to execute it, when we were told to stand down. This was one of my biggest WTF moments. I started to stir the pot and my superiors, then WTF are we here for then? It opened my eyes to the fact that not all our orders are what they seem, there are always hidden agendas we aren't told about. The veil of the illusion was beginning to lift. I did find out why we were there many years later. Because of the oil & gas fields in the Timor Sea.
I discharged myself when we returned home after serving 14 years service. At age 36 I had a stroke. My right side (arm & leg) and speech were effected. It took me almost 8 years to get 99.98% recovered. I wasn't going to let this be the end of me. Whilst doing occupational therapy, my style, I was working in a timber yard. Doing things someone who could use both arms/hands. I was getting stronger and building new neural pathways slowly but surely things started to work again. As I was working my but off, I was wearing myself down too. I got pneumonia in my left lung. One night I was going to sleep I knew my affected side would be too painful, so I opted for the right side. As I was drifting off to sleep I would begin to see the most horrid, disgusting, morbid, disturbing visions that would make your best horror film look like a nursery rhyme. I could not go to sleep on that side and rolled over. It was painful, I could not sleep. I rolled back and the visions started again. This time as I rolled over I caught a glimpse of a robed and hooded figure. Could not see the face but it went from right to left at the end of my bed and vanished. I took the plunge and fell asleep on my affected side. It wasn't long before I felt the and had the wonderful experience. the feeling you get when you we're in the arms of a loved one and that all your troubles were gone. There was nothing but that warm, loving embrace of peace and bliss. I was given a message, not so much as words but thoughts. Telepathic. I was told, you must go back, you're not done yet, go back. You're mission is not complete. Go back. Next thing I know is the sensation of being dropped onto my bed from a couple of feet with a jolt. I woke crying inconsolably. It woke my wife and told hear the same thing, I knew I had died , or at least left my body.
From then on things started to change. My thirst for knowledge became insatiable. All types of topics, mainly of esoteric, metaphysical, paranormal, supernatural, magic etc. I found out much later that two more psychic abilities were rising to the surface. Clairvoyance and claircognizance. Two years ago I drastically change my diet to a mainly vegetarian (not a full-on veggo). I began to see many synchronicities, Back then I didn't know what they meant. Seeing sequences of numbers like 11:11 etc. I found a site that helped me understand their meaning. As a lot of things were happening to me I thought I was loosing my mind. I worked out and with the help of my spiritual guides, I was awakening. I gave into it and embraced it. The feeling is undeniably fantastic. You see things (your perception) more clearly, everything is vivid and vibrant, sounds are crisper. All senses are heightened. I feel I am not fully anchored into 5th density yet, but I do have a taste of it from time to time. Learning to let go of ego and old ways is the challenge. Doing this will make it easier to remain in 5th density (level of consciousness).
The link to Angel Numbers