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Post by Yoda on Oct 16, 2020 11:50:55 GMT -8
As a child I knew I was different to others. I would look up at the night sky and feel home sick. I asked myself a question in my pre-teen years whilst looking in the mirror, who am I and what am I doing here? I was and still am a very sensitive person (to energies and other peoples emotions) HSP, highly sensitive person. I eventually worked out I was born with clairsentience (empath/HSP). I could tell when I was liked or disliked by others. As I grew up, the matrix system got hold of me and I began to lose touch with that side of me.
I joined the Army at 19 and learnt many things about myself. Strengths and weaknesses, physical and mental. My awakening began when I was deployed to East Timor 19 years ago now. We had a main objective and when the opportunity arose for us to execute it, when we were told to stand down. This was one of my biggest WTF moments. I started to stir the pot and my superiors, then WTF are we here for then? It opened my eyes to the fact that not all our orders are what they seem, there are always hidden agendas we aren't told about. The veil of the illusion was beginning to lift. I did find out why we were there many years later. Because of the oil & gas fields in the Timor Sea. I discharged myself when we returned home after serving 14 years service. At age 36 I had a stroke. My right side (arm & leg) and speech were effected. It took me almost 8 years to get 99.98% recovered. I wasn't going to let this be the end of me. Whilst doing occupational therapy, my style, I was working in a timber yard. Doing things someone who could use both arms/hands. I was getting stronger and building new neural pathways slowly but surely things started to work again. As I was working my but off, I was wearing myself down too. I got pneumonia in my left lung. One night I was going to sleep I knew my affected side would be too painful, so I opted for the right side. As I was drifting off to sleep I would begin to see the most horrid, disgusting, morbid, disturbing visions that would make your best horror film look like a nursery rhyme. I could not go to sleep on that side and rolled over. It was painful, I could not sleep. I rolled back and the visions started again. This time as I rolled over I caught a glimpse of a robed and hooded figure. Could not see the face but it went from right to left at the end of my bed and vanished. I took the plunge and fell asleep on my affected side. It wasn't long before I felt the and had the wonderful experience. the feeling you get when you we're in the arms of a loved one and that all your troubles were gone. There was nothing but that warm, loving embrace of peace and bliss. I was given a message, not so much as words but thoughts. Telepathic. I was told, you must go back, you're not done yet, go back. You're mission is not complete. Go back. Next thing I know is the sensation of being dropped onto my bed from a couple of feet with a jolt. I woke crying inconsolably. It woke my wife and told hear the same thing, I knew I had died , or at least left my body. From then on things started to change. My thirst for knowledge became insatiable. All types of topics, mainly of esoteric, metaphysical, paranormal, supernatural, magic etc. I found out much later that two more psychic abilities were rising to the surface. Clairvoyance and claircognizance. Two years ago I drastically change my diet to a mainly vegetarian (not a full-on veggo). I began to see many synchronicities, Back then I didn't know what they meant. Seeing sequences of numbers like 11:11 etc. I found a site that helped me understand their meaning. As a lot of things were happening to me I thought I was loosing my mind. I worked out and with the help of my spiritual guides, I was awakening. I gave into it and embraced it. The feeling is undeniably fantastic. You see things (your perception) more clearly, everything is vivid and vibrant, sounds are crisper. All senses are heightened. I feel I am not fully anchored into 5th density yet, but I do have a taste of it from time to time. Learning to let go of ego and old ways is the challenge. Doing this will make it easier to remain in 5th density (level of consciousness).
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Oct 16, 2020 23:48:47 GMT -8
Wow, very interesting awakening experience to read about. I stumbled upon that same sacred angel numbers website over 7+ years ago, when I was first witnessing synchronicity too or at least paying attention to it. Very helpful resource and I still reference it from time to time. While I have not been able to go full vegetarian I have essentially given up beef and other meat except fish, chicken, and occasionally pork (bacon). Diet seems to be a very powerful tool in awakening and to your spiritual being as a whole, and I myself am guilty of overlooking the benefits of a fresher diet and healthier habit in regards to preparing food. It's really reassuring to read awakening experiences like yours because of resonating with certain parts and realizing that other's have gone through the same experience as well it's almost kind of helpful and calming.
Glad you came back and are sharing your experiences with us and continuing your journey. It's cliche but I really think everything is happening for a purpose, and we get to where we need to go and we see who we need to see when we need to be there. A problem I had when awakening was getting way too sucked into the realization of negative polarity and energy, and researching it and almost becoming enmeshed in it to a point I became unbalanced. Some of the older threads on here regarding some of the negative topics really took a toll on my mental health at the time when I was researching it so heavily and awakening to these realizations and realities. It's heavy, but what really brings me back to life is exactly what you mentioned at the end there. For me atleast, the sometimes fleeting moments of intense clarity, intense calm and peace. No fear, no anxiety, just a genuine in the moment open expansion of creative expression without feeling bogged down by filters of ego, mind, earth, and what we see around us. When those moments happen I truly feel free and unconfined. I still have my own problems with ego, at times it feels like a struggle to see past it. It's so hard to stay attached to higher levels of vibration when it's so easy to become distracted by worldly experiences and situations happening around us daily. When you are there, in that moment of zen, it really is undeniably fantastic. I agree wholeheartedly and cherish those moments of divine peace.
I look forward to a future when that kind of mindset and way of being is a standard mode of operation for the vast majority of humans on planet earth. The abundance of peace, and love, would totally transform this planet and the social climate and group consciousness of the human race. We are headed there, and reading more and more awakening stories like this really affirms a personal opinion of mine that we are finally awakening globally, en masse. Long overdue, but I think it is finally unfolding at a global rate that is only gaining momentum and speed as more people awaken and those around them question and then awaken. It's such a subjective experience since we all walk the journey alone technically even with our loves ones around us it is a inner spiritual journey we all take part in yet there are so many elements of it that all bind us together more than we realize. Thanks for sharing your experience and sticking around with us on earth longer, that was very interesting to have a glimpse into your awakening experience and I'm thankful for that.
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Post by Yoda on Oct 17, 2020 11:34:25 GMT -8
WeAreAllOne
Indeed. I too had this problem. Seeing through all of the BS that is and was going on in the world and seeing through the illusion, the need to seek the truth was taking it's toll on me. I combated this by putting positive and loving thoughts out to heal what I could from my corner of the world. I find myself working on the positive side of it now. The more we feed it the more it grows. Stop feeding the negative and focus on the positive. We'll get better outcomes from this than to give the current paradigm further traction. If we want change, don't fight against what is. Create a new one.
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Post by WeAreAllOne on Oct 17, 2020 18:17:29 GMT -8
For sure, this took me years to learn/remember. Especially in regards on focusing on what you want instead of focusing on what you don't like. It's like the yin and yang. The duality of yin and yang is an indivisible whole. Both parts are apart of each other and both are one. This is within us and it is our freedom of choice, our free will, to choose what "part" we play. I certainly do prefer to choose light, creation, and positivity, over darkness. My problem was, I was standing within the light, awakening, but dunking my head into negativity and it twisted me up and spun me off course a bit.
What's fun is seeing the manifestation of your positivity, or the creation of it through your mindset and way of being. And seeing how things are and can change because of focus and intentions. Definitely a big goal of these forums when first created was to help create a new reality, and provide a space for people to explore such realities. Have you noticed any changes in the global collective consciousness? It really does seem people are personally awakening en masse. It's great seeing truth seeking information shared on social media platforms that was once hidden away on corners of the internet. I really think it's just going to continue to speed up, like the 100th monkey effect.
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Post by Yoda on Feb 13, 2021 20:58:26 GMT -8
From my own experience, essentially, diet is the key. As it came to me as a compulsive need to change. I was driven to drink filtered water, removing the chlorine and fluoride and all the other crap in the water. Also toothpaste. Fluoride free varieties. This helped with further cleansing of the pineal gland or third eye.
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Post by Yoda on Feb 15, 2021 13:24:14 GMT -8
It is comforting to know that this process whether is is complete or just now a normal cycle, I still continue to see synchronicities. Ascended masters and guides talking to me.
This morning when I woke and looked at my clock and it showed 3:33. Hadn't seen that combo in a while. But what was funny, is that I went downstairs to my office and turn the PC on, I wanted to refresh myself with it's meaning. The page with the description for 333 was already open. Blow me away.  |
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Post by linen on Feb 15, 2021 15:26:21 GMT -8
Love hearing stories of your life Yoda. You always tell it from a different angle which gives me more insight, depth. Keep it coming and I'll keep reading.
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Post by michaelboryalis on Feb 16, 2021 13:23:19 GMT -8
The more awakened you are by the Inner Light, the more evil the Outer Darkness of the external world is.
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Post by Yoda on Feb 16, 2021 13:38:27 GMT -8
The more awakened you are by the Inner Light, the more evil the Outer Darkness of the external world is. This is true, because the awakened have perceptions that are much clearer as the illusion and veil of lies are lifted. So when we are trying to convey any form of truth that otherwise is hidden to many, we are labelled as freaks. Once this is accepted by the individual, it no longer matters. Eventually many more will wake up and see the truth for themselves as the veil is lifted. |
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Post by Yoda on Feb 23, 2021 19:49:35 GMT -8
Part of my awakening journey was to overcome a couple of physical challenges that I had to overcome. One of them was a stroke I had 16 years ago age 36. I was a freakishly fit individual when I was in the army. I was a smoker, not a heavy one anyway. My first year during my employment as a salesman in a timber yard post military, it happened. My wife and I had just finished dinner and was chatting in front of the tv when my speech was starting to slur. I was getting frustrated because I couldn't speak. I tried to get up out of my seat, I couldn't. My right side was paralysed. My wife knew then I had a stroke. Ambulance, hospital it was a blur. It wasn't long before I got speech therapy. Learning to talk and comprehend others was mind bending. Wanting to get moving, I kept looking at the bathroom door across the way, It had been beckoning me to go and visit it. Soon enough, I staggered to it and was able to tinkle for the first time in a while. Walking took very little time to get back. I was cumbersome but the more I walked the more skilled I became in walking normally again. I was receiving in house therapy for my hand and arm, as this took the longest to regain functionality. I was able to get back to work around 4 months on limited hours & days.
The days where 3 hours long and 3 days a week. Built up to 4hrs and 4 days so on and so on until I built up my stamina and endurance for full 5 day week. I got my speech back quicker by telling my boss to let me do what I was employed here for. Answer calls and serve customers. What someone was doing with a full capacity body, I was doing it on 50%. My left side became a beast, a machine. This need to change as one arm was beef cake and the other spaghetti. I began my own occupational therapy at work. I was placing my right hand on timber and hardware and stuff even though it would just fall off. I was determined and persistent because the next thing I needed to to do was jump through some fiery hoops to be able to drive to and from work on my own. As my wife was nursing our first son, and waiting at her mothers for me to finish so we could go home. I got my licence I could now drive to and from work on my own. Occupational therapy, my style was paying off. 2 years after I had my stroke, my speech was reasonable, still more work needed. Walking and running was good. I got strength and control over my shoulder and arm. The hand took the longest to recover. I was ambidextrous already but it came to its own when I started writing left handed and signing my name when my master side is my right side.
Working my arse off was taking a toll on me. I got pneumonia in my left lung. I was out of action for a week one of those nights trying to go to sleep on my right side, I was seeing the most vivid and horrid, disgusting and vile scenes. I was mortified by what I was seeing. I couldn't go to sleep that side. I rolled over to my affected side and it was painful. Rolled back and saw those visions again. I thought as rolled back to my left side f*ck this. At the same moment I saw a robed hooded human sized figure at the end of my bed and darted from right to left then vanished. As I fell asleep on my sore side I felt the warm embrace and security of a loved one whilst bathed in this soft warm glow. I had no care whatsoever. Not a single worry. I knew where I was, I was home. I didn't want to leave, I was told via telepathy that I must return, I have not finished, I must go back. This was repeated over and over. I felt the jolt as if dropped on to my bed from a foot above it. I was crying inconsolably. My wife tried to comfort me but to no avail. I wanted to go back home. After that some of the strangest things began happening. Still going at with my style of occupational therapy a few years later, my persistence, drive, motivation and perseverance paid off, I started getting the use out of my right hand. Every night while I fell asleep I would say my affirmation, My body will recover and be 100% complete. Said repeatedly till I fell asleep. It wasn't going to be the end of me. Just the beginning.
7 years ago, I loose half of my left leg due to a karate sparring misadventure. I am coping well.
The thing I want those who read this, is to take away the fact that if you want something bad enough, you can get it. You got to push yourself to get it. Don't cry about it and play the victim. Get back on the proverbial horse, rub some dirt in it and get cracking in getting back what you have lost or want.
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